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Saturday, July 24, 2010 : to my dearest korkor,zulkarnain

i dont know why that recently i nvr say 'hi' even to zul ever since i've been so rough to him(that's wat i think)..warning:this post is a post that i felt about zul.evertime i saw him,i will act like he does not exist.but seriously,i couldn't do that..he's been so close with the sec 1e's(the juniors)..i'm just wondering why can't we be like before??like we used to be,brothers and sisters and put our other feelings aside?why can't we hang out like last time??the thing that meade me thinking is 'am i still one of his adq?'i know it's bad talking bout him in my blog but these questions came to me everytime when i sees him.i'm just letting my feelings out,that's all..if this continues,i make sure that something will happen to me..why is he close??i just seem can't forget u yet but u r forcing me to forget bout u.i'm heartbroken of smth that i don't wish to tell here.since u're leaving soon,i'll be there when u departure but i will not show up in front of u.i will see u from a distance that i usually do.thanks for being there when i need u.u r stronger now.hopefully i will able to see u in the future and have a great chat.u were thr when i need someone to be with me.u accompanied me when u r busy with ur studies.u seem to scarifice a lot for me.but i just can't repay u.i would like to repay u but how?? dear zulkarnain,if u read this,i'm sorry.i really am.bubbye and jiayou!i wish that this post does not hurt u.bubbye(:

rocked at Saturday, July 24, 2010