bAiZuRa

06/08/2011

2011-08-06T02:19:00.000-07:00

hey,long time no post liao.. currently,feeling betrayed... nevertheless at least she's happy after she sew her bag.. she appriecuate it.. guess tht i don't knw u that much ERNI.. she does more than me.. so,i'm gonna to be gone from your life and not interfere anymore.. i'm not gonna drag u down with me or even share my feelings with u anymore.. i'm so sorry. don't wait for me anymore.just go with her okay?? she got guys that can entertain u..

helloo my new life!!!

2010-07-24T05:15:00.000-07:00

i'm starting a fresh from now on words.no more wondering no more things to think about.i love being loved by people who cares and look out for me.(: thanks guys..(:(: moving on with my new life..now!i'm very busy with a lot ofthings that makes me superb tired..wah!after my birthday must die2 concentrate on SYF..hahaha!!i like syf! currently quite busy with the yog thing,ndp and even studies..i like i idoitic clown sia,juggle2..LOL! i think that's enough for today..tata.n ya,i dont have ct2!!put got several tests upcoming..:P bubbye!chiaos

to my dearest korkor,zulkarnain

2010-07-24T04:53:00.000-07:00

i dont know why that recently i nvr say 'hi' even to zul ever since i've been so rough to him(that's wat i think)..warning:this post is a post that i felt about zul.evertime i saw him,i will act like he does not exist.but seriously,i couldn't do that..he's been so close with the sec 1e's(the juniors)..i'm just wondering why can't we be like before??like we used to be,brothers and sisters and put our other feelings aside?why can't we hang out like last time??the thing that meade me thinking is 'am i still one of his adq?'i know it's bad talking bout him in my blog but these questions came to me everytime when i sees him.i'm just letting my feelings out,that's all..if this continues,i make sure that something will happen to me..why is he close??i just seem can't forget u yet but u r forcing me to forget bout u.i'm heartbroken of smth that i don't wish to tell here.since u're leaving soon,i'll be there when u departure but i will not show up in front of u.i will see u from a distance that i usually do.thanks for being there when i need u.u r stronger now.hopefully i will able to see u in the future and have a great chat.u were thr when i need someone to be with me.u accompanied me when u r busy with ur studies.u seem to scarifice a lot for me.but i just can't repay u.i would like to repay u but how?? dear zulkarnain,if u read this,i'm sorry.i really am.bubbye and jiayou!i wish that this post does not hurt u.bubbye(:

finally it's over!!

2010-07-16T22:00:00.000-07:00

finally the offical ceremony is over! superb tired coz of the rehearsal..sadly,i lost my half u and my hanger and my uniform cover.. sadded.i terleft it in the girls' toilet..yesterday play in the rain. fun2!! azim doesn't believe that was my sister.ish3.. nvm. to azim:wah!bangge seyh dpt pakai contact lens.. hahaha!okay,i'm being scarstic already. superb tired.later go mosque for the youth night.sab might not be goin sadded seyh. hopefully amalina got come.i dont want be out one out..): insya-allah i wont be out one out.hahaha.. this few weeks i dunno wat i do that made jasmine like so pissed off lah.i did nothing wrong seyh..she got this one attitude that does want me top in class..like wth lah!i so innocent and she targetting me..must stay away from her by hook or by crook.and she's making my life diff by shifting the table behind.wat am i ur maid to put back for u?? only act smart but no life!(no offence) i typing this to vent my anger out so,better back off.. thankz youz verz muchz..hahaha.i dunno wat language i using.i want discipline the juniors liao..so stubborn..ur joining uniform group not go shopping group..haiyo.but if i angry later u guys hate me..hate2 lor i dont care.i now that god will always love me. ALLAH loves me and his umat.AMIN!

eating ice-cream

2010-07-04T00:33:00.000-07:00

hey!finally got back my colours!!woohoo!! thankz korkor.i like this font now.yippie!!hahaha.sis use pancake(mum bought)then put ice-cream plus milo cocoa!superb nice!! YUM!YUM!i think i gaining weight!hahaha.who cares,i can lose weight anytime and gain anytime i want.but no matter wat i am still me right?hahaha.losing my voice soon,eat too much sweet stuff.. :} my experience being in express stream after being transferred.okay,kinda hard to get in top 10 or even top 5.by putting effort in my work n practice and revising,i got in top 10 but in level,still suck lah.nvm,i try better to strive better.this is only sch not 'o' levels.'o' levels need 'fight' with the elite schools.i just gotta believe in myself and strive for the better. as yuan ching motto is efforts today,rewards tommorrow.(okay random)hahaha think that's for now. tatata byess take care!

2010-07-04T00:11:00.000-07:00

hey peeps..(: currently,i have updated my facebook n my blog(somehow).tadoy,woke up so sian.then,bla,bla,bla..dad cooked nasi briyani.hahaha.nice!kinda missing shabek.the new timetable seperate us): now,my blog like the colourful words n font r gone.SADDED.dad n mum currrently 'dating' in their bedroom but too bad,dad has to go to work.i sat in front of the comp for the past 2 hours.NON-STOP.hahaha.after posting this i want blog jump again.so board.i even blog jump to other people's blog that i don't even know them with some weird language.i tried read it.superb funny!LOL!now gonna find how to make my font colourful again.i'll post again perhaps. chiaos. (: bai love (ur name)! take care bon voyage.

2010-07-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

hey!hey!i'm back.it's been a week after sch reopen..(: so happy..wah!the new timetable so suck sia..the recent that i got on fri..i 3 days not same recess with the shabek.): sian..the person set timetable dunno how to set sia.STUPID!wed got 4 perods of eng.guarentee me n baton gonna slack..*sigh*first week of sch tiring already..especially yesterday.. yesterday: was the commeration of sjab day which suppose to be on wed but got temperature taking..in morning come late,then rush change.clearing doubts..BLA,BLA,BLA..bell rang..pull sch flag,scary,shivering.hahaha.then donate money,i donate $3.70 with sincerity.then lesson..skip,skip..disturb people.then last period got fire drill.woohoo!!hahaha..go GO do duty.bla,bla,bla..end sch got meeting about the national day carnival.discuss,discuss..then finish around 1 plus.go home eat lunch n change into sch u.rush to sch,very wet,no umbrella >.< COLD!got EL carnival @ HONG KAH SEC. bla,bla.. then wait2 until 6.30..then reached home relax,haven't bathe yet.watch okto,8.30pm go fetch sister.wait until almost 10pm. then go mac,buy double cheese burger,YUMYUM!rush home.then i got flu n slight fever..very sick at night.couldn't sleep properly..too sick. supposely in sch during the carnival got CCA photo taking.nvr get to take ): SADDED. today: was better.currently relaxing b4 continue do hmwk(: that's for now! take care! bubbyez..

2010-06-17T22:14:00.000-07:00

hey!hey!i'm back again. been gone for so long now.currently,i'm watching my second best anime(blood+).i picked up a word from there. NANKUDU NAISA. if i'm not wrong it meant everything will be all right. okay, my holidays are okay.but not as fun coz doesn't have much of shabek outing.DUH! miss the golden days wiht shabek.i really hope we have one this year.at least one then none am i right?my post now a bit weird.can put colours in it..so weird..i don't think i can do my combined humans homework.ikinda lost all the skills.is like whatever i wrote for the homework doesn't seem rite. WEIRD MUCH? ah,who cares only 3 homework wat undone the rest is done but some got blank question coz my head is also blank...:P thats for now bubbye(:

2010-06-07T21:01:00.000-07:00

hey!hey!updating blog again..finally!hahahaha.i have nothing much to say though except that i have homeworks left undone..i got 6 more homewrok to be dont.my last week of june would be sacrifice for some reasons for example the mediation thingy.time past so fast.not so anymore..VEry!!it's been half a year already.i'm struggling here with my studies. very tired to study today..maybe in the afternoon or after i break fast then i study..yay! nxt month can puasa sunat(: those who r non-muslim,i'm very sorry. yesterday went out.very fun!not very superb.(: go toy 'r' us..hahahaha.i cant keep my eyes of the toys.the toys are superb fabulous. why didn't i have that type of toys when i was little?LOL! jealousy is very problematic now.dont want explain.:p now i want to end my blog here. bubbye(:

2010-05-29T23:57:00.000-07:00

hey!hey! i'm back again.phew!my blog oikay liao thanks to him(: thanks hor that u make my blog better looking.(: okay now,i've been feeling sick nowadays coz i refuse to eat anything.i've not been myself lately..i've been torturing myself for no freaking reasons!!!!okay,now,i'm quite well again except for losing blood..i need red meat!! not white meat..haiz..i dont want be like my sis..low bp.. BE STRONG,BE HEALTHY!HAHAHA.. tht's for now,my mind gone blank suddenly.i want 'him'!!imy!i threw away trotro.. sosad. ):

2010-05-16T01:09:00.000-07:00

i dint know wat i did to my blog but someone just help me!!seriously.i nedd a new blog skin and find a chat box!omg!pls2help me!!

hey!hey!

2010-05-16T00:06:00.000-07:00

hey!hey!hey! apple! hahahaha!just now watch annoying orange again.that's y i put colour orange.hahaha!LOL! yesterdae was pure fun!got amazing race!woohoo!at sentosa!hahaha.i want the caramel popcorn!it's so tasty!yumyum!hahaha!gonna go sentosa again soon in june!i dont care!i hate the part when need to bite the cinnamon sticj!bluek!me no likey..then at the last station.it's so fun!!play with water.then our butts are wet and we sat and make apple shape!hahahahaha! superb fun.and it is pure fun!(:then got 20 bucks voucher at vivo as consolation prize!:P hahaha! today,i sat infront anfront of the comp and chill..hahahaokay tell u guys something i'm gonna add some songs here so that u guys wont feel bored while reading my blog.(: now gonna pick few songs(:that's for now! chiaos!and take care!aishiteru!(:

14/5/10(sufi's mum bdae)

2010-05-14T00:52:00.000-07:00

today POA paper was okay except for the part that i can't balance it.that so super suck!i get the first few numbers correct but in the end different amount.so like wth lah!!after the paper,i stay alone in class to clean up class.wah.the class was quite 'clean' b4 i clean it seyh.paper balls and planes everywhr..everybody went out when mr kham ask them to go out.but i heck care him,i continue cleaning the class.i clean the class alone for about 40 mins?? coz i know i finish paper at 9.29..then i go down canteen about 1010??then go to canteen..saw thifah they all talk and i was thinking wat drinks to bring home.LOL! igot 10 bucks to spend..in the end i bought 4 can milos and 10 packet drinks.then saw sab,erni,afifah and amalina at swing and gave them drinks.hahaha.then went home saw din.i want to say but scared wrong ppl then i 'walk' pass him.then it's him alwite(:.hahaha.reached home eat,watch tv,msg and asleep.i dont know why so tired. finally,my MYE in express stream is over!n i mean it OVER!muahahaha!!wah,i want long erm..cant tell..i want erm..yesterdae so super random lor me..ask this one stupid qns.and he allow it.i was shock but who cares since he allowed it(: now like super damn bored!i dont want play game.so bored of it liao.luckily he stop liking me.Phew! i dont want break or hurt anyone feelings..and tht's that.i think i write too much liao..happy reading!(: to whom it may occurs,thkx for reading my blog(: do take care ansd smile always(:

hope wat i did is nothing wrong..

2010-05-11T00:47:00.000-07:00

hellosss!!!(: i sooo flunged my physics 2 today!!go die lah,fail,fail lor..i like sad plus angry bout that paper just now..later i bathe,i got bang my head at the pipe.. nice to bang leh..hahahahaha.one of my crazy ideas to hurt myself..muahahaha..the thing that i hope is not wrong is passing her the letter..those who understand and angry at me,take a penknife and kill me.i guarentee a lot of ppl will find u and kill even worse then u did.hahahahaha..suddenly,i feel a lot of ppl very caring leh..but why??? i must buy lolly for my lovely 4 babes..hahaha. i give them nxt tue.hahaha.gonna tell them(: tommorrow a lot ppl no nid come sch..soooo unfair!!!omg!now i remember,i can't bang my head or bite anything..ahh!!! later i kena 'scold' or kena poke..hahaha..fun seyh just now after sch..everybody go home like one mobile supermarket.almost everybody don't like the physics paper today..then they 'bal bla bla'. hahahaha.mayb u guys should see our reaction abt the paper..wokay,i'm feeling random again..i like want it more seyh..LOL! it's nice.everytime finish,my heart beats so damn freaking fast.. like happy that i finish it.(:i want do maths 1 again.the paper is so damn easy,i even think that soorieya can score high marks for it. to whom it may consent,if u reading my blog,pls,pls..tag me and give some comments..i apprieciate it lots! LOve u guys! (: now,i gotta do something.muahahaha!!i'm pretty evil.hahaha..i want fast reflexes!!like a vampire!! hahaha! random much! :P peace out!(: take care yaw!

random

2010-05-08T02:05:00.000-07:00

wow! feel so super bored now..he sleeping and i un front of computer..LOL!hahaha..so much happened recently..how i wish to tell everyone to behave..i mean really behave!!! BEHAVE which letter u dont understand??LOL! okay,MYE,sosuck lah the maths paper 2..i think i gonna fail my paper2..i planned to get 10 out of 60 marks..very low rite??ya,got no confident for maths paper2..as for history,really got no time!!i mean not enough time..i didnt finish my reliability qns..so suck!must2 jia you on social studies..luckily,i do the essay 1st seyh..phew! that fri was so fun..do ic and go jp..LOL! korkor was super funny..hahaha.. okay,i'm being super duper random now..muahahahahaha!! feel like erm..cant tell here..later i shy :$ hahaha. OMG! just remebered that my ic pic will be chubby seyh..korkor laugh somemore..LOL! fun2!!

3e3!

2010-04-18T01:40:00.000-07:00

wah,i didn't know my class mates r this bad. now i just gonna keep quiet in my class except for maths and with shabek. sadded.. i want go back 3n.. being in 3e sucks! tooo much conflict.. i'm still a child u know! i'm not that mature yet hor. maybe i should be warned b4 this..i really didnt know this could happen..just because of one stupid class outing,i'm kinda in a big trouble. just hope that somene didnt come for one week and i can sit at the back!haiyo!haiyo! life is so tragic,magic!

last post

2010-04-02T00:23:00.000-07:00

heyyooss!! this gonna be my last post and i'm gonna close down my blog account..sorry for the inconvenince.those who have been reading my posts,thank you very much.i apprieciate it.(: i have my reasons for closing my blog sccount. anyway,don't be sad of my departure. well,if u wanna me keep the account,pls forget it.i willl close it no matter what.i just do not want people to know more bout me. i'm gonna close it either next month or next week.i'm very sorry.so take care of yourselves.(: sayonara!

i'm back from LINE camp(:

2010-03-17T03:14:00.000-07:00

heyyoosss!!!! i'm back frm LINE camp today. The camp is superb fun man! i'm the only person who have not lost my voice yet!(: woooohoooo!! omg!i hug everyone but i didn't hug haiqal that much as i hugged the others. ): sad thing huh. Sadly he didn't get to dance withe me again seyh coz he gotta leave early for soccer training. Facilitators: Kai En Hui Min Jing Yuan Navin Hyuk Kee(he's korean dude!) Rajveen Nicole Vivian Nadia Kellie Saienah Yan Long There are leaders in my heart and forever will(: my dearest campers: Terence Ming Hui Yu Xun Hadi Dominic Irfan Iskandar Haiqal Rhia(frm phillipines) Si Yin Jia Ying Rabiatul Kamalina Kirill(the tallest guy and frm russia) thankz guys for being so active i'm sure u'll be a great leaders someday! LINE NITE: was superb duper fun!!!!! wah,can still remember how haiqal jumped and screamed beside me.hahahaha!! he's soooo cute and hot! we spent about 2 hrs dancing and screaming like hell..hahaha.ask kamalina, hahaha!! such memorable moments. still remeber the 1st time i danced with hyuk kee.he's so cute and hyper!(: my kampung is like the best kampung!! KAMPUNG 5! YEA!

back frm nite cycling

2010-03-13T23:45:00.000-08:00

heyyoss ppl!! sorry for not updating.been quite bz lately..hahaha!! i juz came back frm nite cycling in the morning. Fun seyh the night cycling. still remember that my group cycle the wriong path. twice pulak tu. *sigh* thenwhen we need go to our last destination,my group members almost 'dead' an't tahan anymore. then i overtake tem ah. frm the back to the front. i cycle superb fast seyh. then i sprained my left wrist. just so great man!! i from yesterday till saturday not free seyh. ): yesterday and today got night cycling(i'm home at last). tmr till wed got L.I.N.E camp. i dont want her to go!!!! then thurs and fri got sjab training(this part,whr i can see and mayb meet hym) :D then sat got FAC(sjab) competition. wah! so tired! i think got to time to revise seyh. my results are dropping somehow. *sigh* BAIZURA!! JIA YOU!! U CAN MAKE IT(: BELEIVE IN YOURSELF! STAY CONFIDENT!! I THINK THAT'S FOR NOW. take care peeps!! have a great holidays ahead!(: hahahaha sayanora (: chioas

Hee!(:

2010-03-01T05:49:00.003-08:00

Hey! My 2nd post for today.. Cikgu really kecoh ah.. Org da dtg da baguskan.. Tat tym i come late marah.. I come early then leave early pun marah.. I skip my lunch tau!! Tk phm2.. Ish3.. Cikgu,u really bias ah.. Org penat2 gy NUS,saje2 je kick me out.. Nvm,i dont come anymore ah! Happy nw?! After heck care abt poetry go out,dnt file havent get back yet! Haiyo,haiyo!! At last going to 7 take frm william.. Hahaha! Go out wip someone,i told him everything and he make me smile..(: hahaha! He send me home n he told me who am i to him.. *blush* hahaha! Then saw abgkuu at shafie'e house.. Was blur..0.o hahahahaha! Then return home,eat chicken rice n bathe then go out take dnt file frm william.. When he ask me 2 hang up,both our hp jam.. Hahahaha! Fun seyh.. Then go home walk leisurely,saw abgkuu again.. Hahahaha! He saw me with tat someone.. Then we chat until his bus came.. I salam him and he kiss me at my forehead.. *blush* hahaha! Today like superb fun after i go out frm sch.. Hahahaha! Fyi,if i blog n the words in white,i using hp.. That's all 4 nw.. Sayonara! Have a great day always! (:

Hee!(:

2010-03-01T05:49:00.001-08:00

Okay liao

2010-02-28T22:40:00.001-08:00

Heyyooss!!! I think i'm gonna b okay soon.. Hahaha! No more dislike.. Muahahahaha! Nw slacking at sch wip internet on through hp.. Hahaha! Juz wasting my money.. Juz gonna b my own self.. That's 4 nw i can say.. Later do dnt.. Waiting 4 william gimme back my dnt file.. Tatata!sayonara take care n have a nice day!

wish that tis would not happen

2010-02-27T23:34:00.000-08:00

i just let my cool out..seems to 'bom' to me!! feel lyk crying..haiyo..so tragic..heart breaks with lies and dishonest ppl around.. just tell me that u hate me! dont to stupid silent moves that kills me slowly.. no balls guys.. just stab me lah no nid stab me and arrange it..haiyo!! now watching down with love to chill..(: felt btr and hurt at the same time! hot guy,u knw me well..nvm,whenever i like angry,i blog through hp now..muahahaha!! tmr got sajak,but dont knw wat tym..feel like 'pon'..cant break cikgu's heart..pity her..nvm i come for 1hr je..at least i got come rite?? hahaha!gonna let it out to someone..can't tell...hahaha!! that's for now! chioas! take care and bubbye! :D

it's useless already!

2010-02-27T23:05:00.000-08:00

u stupid idoit ****er!! i hate both of my ***.. sucks to the core! no offence if u read tis.. should not be hate.. dislikes.. i should give u two the hell of my time!!! i should not tegur u guys anymore! go have ur freaking happy and beatiful life ah!!! okay! 1st guy-> he go tell the person i like(hot guy) to hot guy..not tell my name but he gave hot guy a clue..now,hot guy tk msg me again..wat would u feel if u were me and afraid that u in one-sided love?? tht's y i nvr tell the hot guy.. 2nd guy-> superb LIAR! ur words if just false hope.. don eventhink i will get back to u ah! wait long2..i tot u are true wip ur and my feelings but sadly not..Hmph! super damn heart pain!! luckily,i got replace and got a lot of hot guys!! :P to people who read tis and does concern u,dont bother reading tis post..tis post is just letting out my anger..so,don't take it to heart.. thankz to those who shows concern..thank you very much..if it comes frm my two *** i dont apprieciate it.. WARNING!

My ct

2010-02-25T03:51:00.001-08:00

Heyyo! Using hp 2 do blogging.. Hahaha! Cant use comp for nw.. So sian.. My common test sucks man! I got my phy paper n juz passed! My hot guy got 23..nt fair! Kena torture by him if i failed.. Haiyo!! Tis sat got flag day.. Station at bukit batok.. So far seyh.. Haiz.. Kena cheated by 2 ppl.. Sad rite? But hot guy cheer me up and always.. Nw hot guy always hantar me home.. Because he don't want me slack.. Anti-social guy =hot guy! Tat's all folks take care chiaos

My ct

2010-02-25T03:50:00.001-08:00

cny!

2010-02-16T00:04:00.000-08:00

yo peeps!! i'm here!! let's say i'm back! it sounds btr..cny let's say its fun!! go auntie's house and bake muffin and bread!!sedap! hahahaha(: tht's all i can tink of..hahaha chiaos peeps! take care..

today 8/2/10

2010-02-08T03:28:00.000-08:00

haaaaallllloooo!!!! hahahaha!! nothing much to do!! today abit huha here and there..ya! i mean it! very huha!! Azim last min tell me got rehearsal for CNY and i dont knw.. Then i've already got plans today afternoon.. i ask that someone to teach me DNT(which i suck at) hahaha!!:P today sjab skit like so suckish..cant do my stupid thing..the lower sec is so immature! no offence tau! hahaha!! but they very cute!! suck! now i cant hide my cca anymore.. the sec ones knw that i in sjab and called me 'kakak st. john.' very cute though(: that's for now.. last but not least .. is my blog nice to read?? if not,dont ask me to post lah..i only can seldom on comp.. tmr i go class forum! muahahaha!!(: peace out! sayonara!! love u guys lots!!(:

heyyoss!!

2010-01-23T00:16:00.000-08:00

heyyoss!! 3rd week of sch almost gone!! hahaha!! so happy..juz now mendaki,i felt like a noob seyh..so blur sotong.. haiyah! need some guidance!! the girls so quiet except for yana n jolyna..hahaha!! in sch: so many things happen!! it's just happens in a flash.. am i too kind or stupid? i dont care! i knw wat's right then it should stay that way! i like that way! i dont want anything to happen..i know they care but dont b too rowdy lah.. c now wat happen..i only can help by taking and advice that's all..the song i'm listening very sad seyh.. just like my life.. my stupid damn irritating life with great ppl in it!! hahaha! crazy me! tmr: alamak! very troublesome seyh.. nid go hq for sjab meeting..jia you bai! i knw u can fit in! hahaha!! tmr wear superb feminine! haha.. wear skirt.. i try and not last minute change.. muahahaha!! tht's all folks for now! (: always(:(:

personal

2010-01-18T00:09:00.000-08:00

weekends.. very sian.. nth to do.. wish someone will msg me and entertain me.. coz i'm freaking bored every weekend.. or mayb go out or smth.. now very stress or i can say buzy lately.. class:appointed as class vice-chairperson sjab:admin stuff person malay dance:hopefully nth!! hahaha!! i actually dont want any leadership thingy lah.. like very ma fan seyh..luckily i'm not a concillor.. do u knw that i nid to go for peer tutoring session and i got 5 cca points already?? cool rite? deep down inside,i still like him but cant tell..i juz want him b alive even though i cant b wip him again.as long i canc his cute face i'll be fine..(:

3rd week of being an express

2010-01-18T00:00:00.000-08:00

3rd week of being express.. i miss shabek a lot! i mean it a lot!! esp,miss heng.. can't seem to kacau her anymore seyh..i've been surviving in express for quite long now..trying to fit in and at last success!! haha!! but my NA fwens seems to make me sad coz i have to leave them.. sigh.. and i have to keep revising so i wont left out anything!! hahaha!!

i just don't belong here

2010-01-09T22:59:00.000-08:00

sigh.. i suspecting that i dont belong to this family.. is like they are biased towards me..like whatever i do is wrong for them.. sigh.. like the taiwan shaw yesterday(tao hua xiao mei),that chen yuyi might not b their real son. i feel like that almost everytime.. i cant wait to know the truth.. although got the birth cert,who knws it's not right.. i always kena want.. like i am their prime target for almost everything and i like their most not in list.. i just dont belong here anymore.. like what i've acheive so far is useless except for the money that i get frm the government.. hmm... so confuse.. i sometimes feels like me and syahmi change parents.. syahmi is my close fwen during kindergarden.. people always thought we were twins.. the only diffference bout us is our sex.. that's all.. sigh.. hope i can meet him somewhere.. and i do knw who i am..

ahhh!!!!

2010-01-09T21:48:00.000-08:00

heyooss!! sorry for not updating for a long time.. some people tell me personally to update.. actually,i've been lazy and busy lately for some stupid admin stuff ro be done.. DAMn! now,actually i'm downloading microsoft stuff so that i can use it at home.. recently,i got fed up with some sch work and i fought with my brothers.. like veri sian leh.. then for ur info,i just also broke up.. i so stupid lor..i sacrifice al ot of things and i just let it go just like that..dumb rite?? now that person dont want talk to me.. sigh.. veri more sian.. okay,first week of sch..kinda of dumb for me to do stupid stuff infront of my 'new' classmates..then i felt lyk i dont belong in yuan ching anymore after i lose some people.. sigh.. hope my luck will change soon.. that's all folks!! tatata

2n1!!

2009-10-28T23:34:00.000-07:00

2n1 separated..14 students go 3n2..most go 3n1.. 4 go express but dunno wat class.. LOL! i cried in class.. don't wanna lose them.. for 2 years we united as one.. now,separated..i dont care! i want 2n1 gathering!! i dont care! how many times i repeat uh?? hehehe! 2n1 is very meaning full to me.. they gave me lots of nice memories.. me: the most craziest person in class..got hyper active disease..hehe!! aishah:the scince freak and very cool to me! sufi:the sporty,tomboy person..she's lyk my twin! hehehe!! sab,erni and afifah:lyk singing and tolak org(push ppl)..hee! kamalina:the prettist girl in class(: the rest.. whoa! very fun lah they all..especially soorieya.. i can poke him!! shazwi and ruzaini if nvr disturb me cannot one.. hahaha!! hariz,the belo(noob) one! afifi,open minded one! ashiq,the 'handsome' and playboy in class.. muizzu,love his hair!!su ying and jia jun..hope they stay long! meng teng,the darkorbit guy! hong wei: disturb me and i disturb him back!! hahaha!! chickenpox boy!! hong jun: act blur guy! but basketballer!reminds me of elson.. elson:the tallest guy in class and like pole.. jun wei: the irritaing guy hu make ppl mad easily..but tat's him..juz b patient wip hym kae? kok wei: loudspeaker!and spout nonsense!!hahaha! no offence! gopi:the mature guy in class.. ralph:pr student who came frm phillipines.. peiying:close to the 2t1 guys!! jane:quiet girl but chemistry expert seyh.. hongchun: another pr student who frm china! woohoo!! emmaline: attitude something wrong but she's ok b with!!(: muileng:the onli netballer in 2n1!!she really crazy dude!! :D jia hui: have twin named jia jia n will b in same class nxt year! wei jie: call me er sing.. kuoh qiao:not close to hym but he very kancong! wish can rite bput everyone in class but hand tired uhh..sorry(: do tell ur 2n1 fwens!! love and miss u guys!!

crazy pics!!

2009-10-28T22:50:00.001-07:00

some pics are from malaysia n singapore onli.. these pics are original!!

pics..

2009-10-01T01:40:00.000-07:00

photos were taken not long ago..(:

the pics so sucks!but i lyk the 1 at sch wip fwens though!tat 1 nicer!i'm gonna take more pics on sat n put at blog!!

ala..exams..

2009-10-01T00:25:00.000-07:00

exams is here liao!!stress!!i die liao..this year streaming n i've been playing and slacking all tis while..but if i pass my class test,it shd b fine kan??sooooo scared!!i almost spelled soorieya!! haha XD hist exam was okay except 4 the section c!i was dumbfounded coz i nvr study fully wat ms kwa ask to study..so dumb dumb me..if i studied the model answer,i would know how to answer the qns..the EL paper 1! more sian..i was suppose to write 5 paragraph but i did 4 instead..very sian write??i wrote wrongly n lazy to change..d: then u knw wat,hist got extra paper..then i wrote"Hello People!HELLO!Crazy Fellow!and idrew a turtle!"i knw,LOL! haha! nth to do ma..i was rushing for tym n nid coll down,then i drew tat..kinda of childish though! haha! to athifah:do take care!!gonna miss u!!21 daes not meeting u..haiz..btw,naza cut her hair! i think u would have valid reason or take the exam..(: to korkor:do take care!!gonna miss u also! 3 daes nvr c u! n jia you for n level! no matter wat happen,stay happi alwaes!!(:

holidae

2009-09-10T20:30:00.000-07:00

hey!!i'm so colourful..actualli,i wanna put bloodyful..hehe!!september holidae was,hmm...fun!(on certain daes onli d: )lyk this dae..9/9/09..superb fun!!okkie,my craziness come liao..hahaha!!!i wonder if my mum allow me go genting on 1st november??i want go wip her!!pls3..okay,i tink she dunno tat i begging her..LOL!hehe!!me,u,her,him,we,they,them who cares!!i siao ting tong liao..hehehe!!now my pp8 low..sorry if i nvr reply..now my body ache lyk hell n decided not go anywhr until sch reopen..b4 hari raya,must massage my body..ask sis..muahaha!!i tink tat's for now..(: take care dudez and babez!! love u guys alwaes!! SHABEKZ,u rock my life!! i love baing random(: chiaoz!!

athifah

2009-08-22T00:06:00.000-07:00

this post is for beloved adq,athifah.. dear athifah,if u reading this post,dont sad tau..coz i'm gonna say something tat i tink might make u sad..i'm sorry abt 'E' thing..i'm totally sorry..and he texted me wat the gurl sae..some parts of it is true lyk 'love can't b force' and 'ur mr rite will come' and 'dont tink 2 much it will make u sick'..tat senteces i agree..n some how she talks lyk a minah..anyways,fian mayb not for u n i try to my twiny if he wants a gurl(coz he's despo also).. sorry if i cant help u much juz now..i'm also starting to enjoy the meaning of life..i juz started steading last year,so stead is kinda lyk new to me..so,i'm really sorry and i'm a bad god-sis not helping u..i do feeling guilty.i cant cry yet coz i'm fasting..if u come across tis,do read.. tats for u my beloved sis athifah hope u dont slash urself take care of urself bulan puase in..jalankan ibadah puase dengan setulus hati yang ikhlas tau.. bubbye syg kamu!

hey!

2009-08-21T22:28:00.001-07:00

hey..i'll be back later to bloig more!!(: cheers up!!

wth!

2009-08-18T04:39:00.000-07:00

wth lah!! i innocent seyh..i nvr uat berserak pe..i kemas okae!!alwaes blame me..knape tk nk marah abg akip??dia yg uat umah mcm hotel nurul yg kene..ape jek..

wanna cammie!!

2009-08-15T05:17:00.000-07:00

hey!!i feel lyk buying camera u knw..then wanna called it cammie..wah!i soooooooooo good giving my things their own names..lyk my stationary-smiley,my teddy bear(afifah give)-blueney,my diary-chalkie..i nid study smart then get bursary then use bursary money to buy cammie!!hehe!! wah!!i can b albert einstein liao..my hair if messy,i looked lyk hym..but tooooooo bad his dead!n i mean it DEAD!but still,we must not forget hym no matter wat.. (: i must memorize for history..important not irrevelant points!!say JY for me!!(: i now hypering sooooooooooooooo theres a lot of ooooooooooooooooo's.. i better stop b4 even worse.. tats for now.. take care guys!! luv u guys!! missing u in progress,my syg!!

incase he wanna know abt wat i did todae

2009-08-11T04:57:00.000-07:00

go out from home about 6.50 am..walk sch while reading twilight..hee!!reached sch..meet hanis..hanis tot i minah mane je..coz i walk super damn fast n quite accurate while reading twilight!!then hanis told me about kamalina and khai..i juz gave her my ear..go up class..temperature taking..i was quite a blur sotong..hehe!!after tat,afifah gave me presents..got 2 some more..thkz afifah!!then one whole dae keep yawning and yawning..btw,i never eat sahur!!but i survived!!spot ms chin mistake!yay me!!though i was lying my head on the table..i debate wip her for awhile..after sch,find afifah..then mintak cikgu zubaidah sejadah..,e and afifah(express) wanna solat..find mdm azizah but she's not thr..then we solat outside food lab.. then go chinese class..got spelling..wth..not ready but me n afifah helped each other n got the same marks!!we rockz!!hehe..go home take bus 99..beg so heavy..put beg at home then take adq..my ez-link hilang!!!omg!nid search for it.. after tat,rest for a moment..then breakfast..yippie..i get energy!!now,infront of comp..blogging..gonna off soon..nid go bath n solat..(: tats all n i pause my blog jumping for awhile..(: take care folks!! miss u,dear!!

2 daes

2009-08-11T04:37:00.000-07:00

omg!!i nid tahan for 2 daes..tahan not to contact or see hym.. some more my pp8 low..i want text hym..tmr i buy pp8 card..which can last me for awhile..i miss hym sooo much!i want to contact hym..i want,i want!!i miss his hugs.. i too addicted to hym liao..i wonder wats his doin now..nvr c hym todae..wanna c kak ain also cannot..wanna give her 'present'..hee!! i wonder if he take care of hymself..did he eat a lot of chilli?did he eat?hope he did not have gastric.i wonder how he do his prelim todae..wanna mit hym but cant..nxt week fasting month alreadi..can contact but can't meet,i guess??miss hym so much!!! surprise,surprise!sharifa bdae(ctss) is my 2nd month wip hym..(: tats for now.. juz break my fast n on comp stragiht :P luv u guys u reading tis.. bby,i miss u lots!!

8/8/09

2009-08-08T01:11:00.000-07:00

last year is 8/8/08..hehe! tmr my bdae!i forgot for a moment then..i got my advanced bdae wish.. some gimme my present alreadi..(: love it lots! tmr got performance durim my bdae..scared kena sabo uh.. i kinda of blur sotong for now..some1 owe me ice-cream swensens!!haha!! tats all for now.. luv everybody out there that knows me n to my dearest!!(:

y ppl change blog url?

2009-08-08T01:02:00.000-07:00

hey peeps!! long tym nvr update..sorry.. okae..first thing first..update blog.. quite a lot of ppl change blog url..y eh? very troublesome for me u knw! who seldom on comp to check something she wants!! please,those who had changed ur url,dont change anymore..u makin my life diffcult u knw! thkz.. luv u guys! :P

air rifle..

2009-07-24T04:25:00.000-07:00

todae,air rifle course was fun!damn gerekkk!!!hahaha!!the rifle so damn heavy seyh..cant tahan..the left handle can carry 0.7kg..the right handle muz carry 0.8kg..no fair!!but nvm..overall,it was fun!! luv it a lot!!!hope i pass and get the badge..oh god,pls help me pass!! amin. tmr got ndp..yay!n mendaki too!yay!wait,have i finisgh my hmwk??okae,done on mon wip thifah and my dear at jp library(: thkz to them,i got nothing to worry especially my dear(:

feeling better

2009-07-21T00:12:00.000-07:00

felt better after saying all those vulgar and cry.he deserve it.juz now,after sch,i met him at canteen.i was still mad then.couldn't control my anger.i hope he not jealous of wat happen todae.ala,i scared he not take care of himself.juz worried.i dont wanna lose hym.tat's all for now..gonna log off after posting..bubbye(: bby,i luv u n mish u alwaes(:

most vulgar post.

2009-07-20T23:53:00.000-07:00

wtf!HATE that mama pundek!he suck cork lah!stupid idoit guy! Scared of me is it?? stupid pundek! paoto onli noe.stupid idoit!noob guy!feel lyk killing hym.lucky him that i nvr smack his face. fuck hym upside down tat mama pundek. if onli i had a chance to kill hym!!! wtf!!

16/7/09

2009-07-16T05:15:00.000-07:00

hey!i'm back!comp at home okae liao.can play! at sch,want b hyper but cant..nvr c or contact hym. i dont care,tmr buy pp8 card so tat i can have incoming call.. OMG!imysm tat i cant reali concentrate tat much in my studies.lyk havin hym arnd make me wanna study. i seriously nid go doctor soon..cough becoming frm bad to worse.i dunno whether i've been taking care of myself or not.too many things on my mind but he is the most clearest among the rest.and shabek too!! gtg now bubbye!

sufi!

2009-07-13T21:17:00.000-07:00

OMG!sufi's att.i know hu liao.cant tell.bluek!:P she told me todae.n wth! she didn't tell me she felt lyk tat. -.-"

flag barrer(did i spell correctly?)

2009-07-13T21:09:00.000-07:00

hey!now quite a lot of ppl knw abt me and him.OMG! agnes go ask me yesterday whether i can be flag barrer or not.(did i spell correct?heck care)i don't mind.but muz teach me!! tat's all(:

in sch after sch..

2009-07-08T23:09:00.000-07:00

hey!i'm in sch..waiting for maths comp(: after maths comp,go md.athifah told me abt nizam.she was sad at first.after 1 hr,she okae liao..very weird..haiz.. is marian scared of korkor?haiz i oso dunno.. abt abg fai n afifah,i oso dunno.dunno how to solve they prob.abg fai,pls concentrate on ur N level.let's say to all sec 4n students..haiz..abg fai prob so complicated.. me! i'm attached liao..cant tell hu.. :P tat's all for now,i want go check inbox liao.too many.125 e-mail..hee ;D btw,bby is u read tis,imy n ily!!(:

in comp lab during class..(:

2009-07-08T18:00:00.000-07:00

nth btr to do n keep blogging.(: miss hym very much!(:

the last two daes of the week daes..

2009-06-24T07:15:00.000-07:00

thur: goin out wip family.. fri:go support athifah at marina barrage..(: jy athifah!! XD

can't forget todae!!!

2009-06-24T07:04:00.000-07:00

todae,i make my decision..i decided to give myself a break frm sjab as i felt so lonely as no1 talk my language..haiz..dont wanna talk abt it.. okae,todae,decided to go ndp..to destress myself(: so hyper during ndp!!woohoo!! then after ndp,go do something which took my breathe away..i've got it not once,not twice but thrice..cant say what's the sumething..but it's a good feeling.. went home..go pack my stuff..go to my auntie's house..now is about 10 plus..updating blog..hee :D overnight at auntie's hiuse and use cousin's lappy XD ohya,btw,i think i dont wanna think abt the previous i blog anymore..i and her ok liao..(:

argh!!

2009-06-18T16:33:00.000-07:00

argh!!why do i feel guilty towards athifah?did i do something wrong?seriously,i feel so damn guilty towards her..i also dunno why everytime i think of her make me cry..if like every night i cry coz' of her..haiz..reali need to find out..i suspected a few things why i feel guilty..firstly,i disapprove her being shazwi's adq?could it be?secondly,i rejected most of her invitation?could it be the reason?thirdly,is it all becoz' of the swimming outing?maybe? argh!!freaking out!!l8r gonna miss two meals which is my breakfast and lunch..hehe..don't want tell anyone..sshh!!hee:D ohya,btw,had fun wip everyone at who went lib yesterdae!!my dear,dear elson..what the heck is cherry??zowell explain that it is a credit for a game..is it true?not doubting u jiejie..btw,jiejie nvr smack my butt but kick it instead..LOL!!(: feeling guilty as charged!! cryin)': too all who want me to link thme,pls2 gimme ur url!!!thkz(:

my 50th post

2009-06-12T02:25:00.000-07:00

wasting timo..need take mum at 6 later..think better chiao now..later she nagg like old granny..hate it! btw,my 5oth post..woohoo!!

SJAB

2009-06-12T02:14:00.000-07:00

few updates abt sjab..so far so good..no more quarrels!!(: got to see comp,collect badges..i tink tat's for now.. bubbye(:

nothing much..

2009-06-12T02:00:00.000-07:00

juz blogging for fun..nth better to do..jiejie,smack my butt hor..(: how i wish i was a councillor,can join mass dance..): nvm,i'm happi for wat i am now..glad to be me all the time.. spongebob dunno go where..got nothing to hug at night..): need find replacement and fastthe thing miz be yellow..(: ..so difficult to find replacement.. 24 june got rock climbing!!can't wait..my last time rock climbing is when p5..at sarimbun campsite..tat was fun..although near cementary,i survive..hate my visions..some 'they' r here and sumtimes not..can scare me to death sumhow.. haha,juz now go flickr,new town sec grp pic got miss heng..she extra onli..haha..no lah..kiddin onli..miss all my fwens..): every1 i noe,miss them lots!!!thinking of them make me cry..:'( baizura!dont cry and sigh..u must b strong..jia you for everything!!(: hope i can support athifah in her dragonboat comp!!jy adq!!saving money..but no sch..how to save??weird me..hehe..time to go pick my mum at her shop..still remember tat korkor dunno the place to buy his contact lense..tat was fun!! :D upcomin activities:

rock climbing
ndp
swimming
goin out wip everyone
and celebrate birthdays!!(:
most importantly,overcome my fear goin cinema..

phew! wat a day..

2009-06-09T22:12:00.000-07:00

today got ndp practice..was fun.then,dunno y felt so sad..i cried..Ina and Sufi think i sleep..haha..till now,feel lyk crying..haiz..still finding out y..oh ya!now i know,everytime see 'his' face make me sad..can't tell who the he..it's a secret between me onli..no1 shld know..): wish to tell but can't..sowie to all who reali wanna noe..haiz..cryin in progress and putting on face smile for the moment.. this time no more 'i rock' , 'i suck'.. INVITATION: hey!i'm gonna study @ jp lib next wednesday(17/6/09).wanna go text me..okkie..time is to be confirmed.tat's all dudes and babes.(:

6/6/09

2009-06-06T23:41:00.000-07:00

6th june.. afifi and wei jie birthday..bought afifi cake..wanna buy prima deli but the shop havent open..nvm..still a cake..he was sad though..no 1 sang hym a birthday song..we were so into ndp..no ood to sing for him..lol..i so basket seyh.. must mix around with ina and sufi more..they make me laugh!!hehe..anywhere,anytime,any place..we will laugh like mad woman..tat was fun..especially sufi..she a joker..ina will listen and laugh..her laugh very polite..like her lots..(: i so hyper then dunno y bad mood..then hyper again..i smash ma water bottle,kick the army truck and accidently hit 1 yussofians..but i said sorri liao..i dunno i help the cedar girls hold the plastic bag(the bag was torn apart)..so kuai.. 7/6/09 i wonder wat my abgz doin now..l8r msg them larh..(: miss them lots..(:

care to??

2009-06-06T23:31:00.000-07:00

hey!hey!anyone care to teach me how to do bold,italic,underline ans such?coz i wanted to do tat but dont know how..i noe its pathetic..pls,if ur free,teach me..thkz anyone care to go out?i can go out but tell me early hor..i don't wanna messed up my timetable..i reali miss goin out..how i love doin tat now..nvm..wat can u expect,i'm a loner..haha..not when i have fwens around.. anyone care to do homework wip me??i'm so lost in doin english..i so damn suck at english..yeah!no geog next semester..but got history..damn!nvm..heck care..jy!

i miss everyone in school!!!!

2009-06-04T23:59:00.000-07:00

wow!i'm so in love wip everyone in school liao..hahah..mis them lots..(: juz now,go rulang..adq got YOG thingy..met fadlil and luqman..they said tat i'm not growing any taller..i'm i tat short?haha,who cares..i'm still me!yesterdae,met khan and keith kee..they were also taller by me..hahaha..their voice break than..khan kept calling me ketot..i noe tat is my nickname while i was in primary sch..i couldn't believe he could remember..good memory khan!!khan talk abt yuhua's sec2 camp..do i look lyk a yuhua student?nope..nvm..sharing is fun!!their sec 2 camp at bintan!!cool huh..khan disturb keith as he didn't go for the camp..his parents too protective i guess?? can't wait for another outing wip the 6Gianxxx!!(: but no matter wat sch,miss them a lotzz.. hm..how to tell..to tell or not to tell..tell to die or not tell to live?which one?i'm a straighforward person who lyk tell people off personally..but tis is not telling people off..haiz..nvm..remain it as a secret to myself..nobody knows yet.

long story..

2009-06-04T23:26:00.000-07:00

haiz..afifi and ashiq quarrel...because of??u reali don't wanna noe..wait!i'm gonna tell the story now.. once a upon a tym..haha..no lah..yesterdae,afifi,sufi and shazwi go kfc..they meet @ taman jurong kfc..after that,they invite me..i sae i can't..then i told them,"if onli u come my house area"..they reali came u noe!i was so damn touch lor..i met them then,sufi need go home coz' she got curfew..okae,fine..no prob wip tat..we all didn't know tat ashiq saw us!!OMG!is he a spy?LOL.here's the climax..when we all were separated due to some reasons,ashiq start to text afifi..he called hym names!tat bullsahrk guy!he said vulgar to afifi..afifi told me..i told hym to pray and recite some rituals to give hym patient to overcome this..but ashiq make it even worse..he won't stop texting afifi..if onli i could help afifi..but ashiq dunno my no..if onli i can stand up for afifi..nvm..next week got npcc camp..saw ashiq,scold hym up,down,left,right,centre,back!!luckily,soorieya not involve..if he involve,swear to myself,won't talk to hym and change sit..watch out ashiq..gonna prank u soon.. btw,i know tis is a form of jealous..ashiq is jealous coz sum1 get sufi..serve hym right lor..who ask u to break sufi heart..YOU NOOB!!

funny

2009-06-04T00:13:00.000-07:00

haha..i tot todae 3rd june..lol..hehe..how i wish tat sum1 will msg me coz i'm so totally damn bored..got hp oso no use..no 1 to msg..haiz..nvm..tym to go..

bla bla black sheep(:

2009-06-03T18:52:00.000-07:00

hahaha..nth better to do then blog!!hahaha..i'm bad but good...link a lot of people this few daes..on comp secretly..muahaha..use of wearing earrings liao..todae,i become clean freak..not reali clean freak..nvm.. wanna watch hannah montana the movie..but too afraid to go cinema..nvm..wait for the VCD to come out..waiting..waiting..waiting..hey!i'm not tired of waiting though..i had fun waiting..more surprise!!haha..buying afifi chocolate fudge cake for hym on 6th june!!planning fo other people b'dae too!!hahaha..more birthdaes cumin up..(: should i go kfc??nvm..heck care..(:

comp

2009-06-02T01:17:00.000-07:00

infront of comp for 3 whole hours..now,having bodache..hahah..serves me right..gonna off now..pp8 now low..tmr topping up hah..took some pics frm facebook!!hahaha..woohoo!!i'm gone crazy due to??i also dunno..(:

don't leave me!!

2009-06-02T00:08:00.000-07:00

don't leave me no matter wat happen..if u leaving me,i can't let u go.u r too precious to me,and i can't bear the pain that u leave it to me.pls,pls..i begging u..don't leave me again.

2/6/09

2009-06-01T23:15:00.000-07:00

yeah!!!todae no sch!!!starting to wear earings..muahaha..(so evil)..wasting tym at comp..veri damn hapi nowadays..dunno y??juz wanna meet fwens and all my loved ones at sch!!miss them terribly much!!OMG!i nvr miss them this much b4..i tink they are juz my loved ones that i can't able to lose them anymore..so in love wip them..hehe.. i'm so blank abt cikgu zubaidah's outing..wat am i suppose to do?nth perhaps..hehehe..laughing a lot nowadaes..no use putting on fake smile when u r really smiling!!woohoo!! renungankan lah remaja..jangan buat ikut suka..fikirlah akibatnya..cubalah engkauu peka..tk siapapun nk marah..fikirlah akibatnya.(one of bobby song) yesterdae saw korkor..was so hapi to see hym and kak ain!!luv them lots..tmr got ndp..so happy to disturb atong(muizzu) agn..soon,he and afifi will disturb me by calling 'azahari' name agn..so damn fuck up man!! todae,at last faris on9..(camping fwen)can tell hym my new no..i making fn of ariff(frm jurong sec)..he sleeping while typing..how did he do tat?

sundae

2009-05-31T05:37:00.000-07:00

woke up early.go the other side of singapore(malaysia).bought a lot of chewing gum..muahaha..reach home abt 1+.slept all the way till 6+pm..now watchin camp rock while posting..wanna go korkor's blog but his blog is no more available..): is he avoiding me?pp8 low..left 77 cents..nvm if i saw hym,i try6 talking to hym..3rd week of june goin lib..wanna invite hu?dunno?c first larh..not sure but confirm goin 1 dae in the 3rd week of june..i wonder how's korkor doing now..haiz..tinking of avoiding hym but i can't anymore..a veri sab thing to do but can't..i tink is my destiny to be hapi and not miserable..erni and sab fight..dunno y..gonna find out soon.. pls god help me..i sense smth not good cumin,,pls give me strength and patient to meke me handle such consequences in my life.ols god,help me.. p.s. i am sorry of wat i've done..if u r reading this post,pls forgive me..

saturdae(:

2009-05-31T05:27:00.000-07:00

saturdae..as per normal..got ndp.make fwens lyk other ppl does..mr lim told us not talk to other sch but i did.i'm the first 1 to break the rules..hahaha..(: was fun!i stop my plan of maikng ina laugh lyk a mad woman.but i still did it without me noticing it.ina so weird.i went home with her then,she suddenly talk abt korkor..she start talking abt 'stead'.lol? tat's wat happen on sat.was afraid to bath when reach home..feelin smth not rite..or perhaps a stalker looking through the window?or juz my illusion? heck care that dae is gone

evil bai is back!

2009-05-29T03:42:00.000-07:00

hahaha!!!i'm back as an evil person..gonna make sum1 suffer..hahaha(: lol..on sundae gonna to beach and fall alot there until i have al ot of wounds..open wounds..and have H1N1 virus!!hahaha(:

fine1keep some more things from me!!

2009-05-29T03:33:00.000-07:00

i felt bad coz a lot of people keeping sumthing frm me..n i don't like it..nvm..heck care..almost every1 keeping sumthing frm me..sumtyms,i tink it's abt me..i'm i being paranoid?i'm i weird?or it's juz an illusions?nvm..hope tym flys fast and i'll be soon out of this world forever..hope those who r good to me won't regret of wat they have done to me..dying soon..dunno when..

syf gala

2009-05-29T02:58:00.000-07:00

hehehe..i'm here blogging while waitig for my turn to being make-up..i in school at utility room blogging..juz now bad mood coz my running nose is back..now okae coz abg azim,abg faisal,abg najib,abg amirul,abg syur and korkor cheered me up!!thkz dudes!! waiting in progress tc chioas(;

at comp lab doin research

2009-05-26T21:55:00.000-07:00

doin research on clownfish,crab and prawn.todae was fine.don't talk to korkor..don't contact hym.tat's hard for me..todae get angry then okae.slacking this week!!yippie!! time to go ndp..goin home at 8 plus..(: bye chiaos tc(:

omg!

2009-05-26T03:00:00.000-07:00

juz now malay dance practice,i got no mood coz i was so damn tired and not enough energy.i too stubborn to eat my lunch.but now, i energized..sleep at hall for 20 mins n no 1 notice accept those who sat infront of me(syira n fifah)..was so ashamed seyh..MALU u noe!!it's such a big OMG for me!!omg.. can't believe i slept at hall..i woke up when the hall was suddenly so noisy..hahait was funny..yea!i okae with every1 liao..but no every1 okae with me..btw, i add tag board and i change my msn pass..(: btw,i'm back being athifah's sis agn..i wonder how ppl slash themselves..i slash myslef yesterdae but nth happen): can't have permanent scars.. i'm havin ezema on my right arm..luckily ezema not lukieamia(don't care how to spell)btw,i got a weak liver..n i might have a higher chance of havin throid..that's y every single day,i tried to live my live happily..(: tc(din't b sick lyk me) (: back energized!!(:

3rd post

2009-05-25T19:35:00.000-07:00

mr chua leaving..too lazy to change font,colour and such stuff..must confront to every1 later..let them know how i feel..i'll let thifah read my diary later..my yesterdae diary.so damn yesterdae!hehehe3rd post n it's do blank.i just create new tagged!!(: it's okae.simple..lykie lyk..(: chalkie,imy!!

regrets!!

2009-05-25T19:13:00.000-07:00

second tym blogging..so dumb! regrets: 1)leaving thifah 2)not talkin to korkor 3)thinking of leaving every1 4)being a noob person 5)of slashing myself(no scars) 6)of being happy..some1 not hapi of me being hapi 7)havin a new sim card 8)of being born into tis world!! i should clear all ma regrets now!!by hook or by crook by today!!stand forward to every1 b4 sufi come..

sowie athifah ):

2009-05-25T18:58:00.000-07:00

i didn't mean to leave u.but it is not becoz of korkor.it's coz of someone.it's coz of shazwi.he so totally stealing all my friends frm me,all my friends,adqs,abgs,kakakz..then i decide to leave her..so's so kind,good and everything tat is almost perfect for her..that's y i let her b with shazwi..i'm reali sowie thifah..sowie for leaving u juz lyk tat..i reali can't take it anymore..

dunno wat's happening..

2009-05-25T01:54:00.000-07:00

todae..was kinda of happy but suddenly,my mood change to sad and blur.i hate being blur.firstly,it's abt maths competition.Mr Chua isn't feeling well and it postphone to tmr.it took me some time to understand.Secondly,it's abt my dearest korkor(ycss).i knew that his keepin smth frm me but he nvr tell me.he kept quiet.i kept bugging hym but still nth.i don't know wat shld i do.i shld follow hym juz now. wat the heck!juz writing this make me feel lyk crying.i don't wanna leave hym!he is the best bro ever since i moved to jurong!!if onli i can choose all the choices.i can't b greedy so i choose 1.how i wish to turn back the time.

ndp pics!!(:

2009-05-23T23:20:00.000-07:00

wow!look at my messy hair!!sowie erni tat i block ur face!!

look at them!!keep smiling(:

luv it when amirah smile(:

was taken when we havin break(:

singing radio of ndp practice in sch!!

no comments..

2009-05-23T23:01:00.000-07:00

i got nothing to say to every1..i'm speechless n dunno wat to do..wat a blur queen am i!! i felt bad for not masgin korkor yesterdae as he told me tat his pp8..then i decided not to msg hym..but then i read his blog and he doesn't care..tat's was so totally blank..i noe tat ppl call me bias or watever they called me..i don't care..i've got my life and they got theirs'!!i know tat smth i write is irrevelant but i nid to say it out..i don't mind if ppl tink the negative of me..tat's their prob..lyk tat tym i tink farha is bad.. but i tink back..she did nth to me,y shld i tink her bad??then i tink she's cool..aishah was jealous abt her dragon..hahaha..actuali,i do care abt agnes..but sumtym,i tink abt the past alwaes make me mad!! i noe tat every1 has to move on..so i did..but i dont noe y i got this feelin shld i sae sumthing or not..i do feel guilty but i guess tat i'm not wrong..nvm

22/5/09(at comp lab)

2009-05-21T19:32:00.000-07:00

although i did nth wrong,i said sowie to shazwi..it's okae for me to sae sowie although i did nth wrong lyk it happen to irwan and me..how i miss irwan..now,he so 'kuai' nvr play arnd anymore after he cause me so many injuries..i don't mind havin injuries..it's fun to have scars!!this year,i haven't have any permanent scars yet..): i want scars!!(: hm..i wanna see raihan,qayyum,farah,izzati,erra and syahmi..(miss them lots) i nid to find out smth frm korkor later..at last i noe alexie and lychee(dunno how to spell her name)ina liyana..i alwaes confuse her with aina liyana..hahaha :D now,i at sch doin blog and facebk..no more active at friendster..no mood anymore lah..so hyper this few daes.. i reali wanna make korkor hapi buthow?planning and thinking..i plan tat he go out wip his adq's and bestie's without me?can?dunno when..dunno whr..dunno how..gonna find out his favourite hang out place..(: then go thr..i hope i got no more misunderstanding between any of ma fwen..(:

packed schedule..

2009-05-21T18:10:00.000-07:00

hm..i got packed schedule lyk a bz person..in the morning go sch till abt 6 or 7 plus..then go home bath,eat..then become cinderella..i'm good of being that..(: go slp then the same thing happen till sat.. sun:tis week,go no whr..will watch tv a lot..(: long tym nvr watch tv u noe!!!hahaha..i'm crazy.. nxt sun:go out wip sisz and go jln2 @vivocity..older sis ajak go cinema but she didn't noe tat i afraid.. tat's for now,byE! chioas tc(don't be sick lyk me..)):

ma results!!!

2009-05-21T17:52:00.000-07:00

hey!i gooten ma results back!! yahooooooooooo!!! english paper 1:19/30(30%) enlish paper 2:31.5/60(40%) english monolouge:14/20(30%) total for english:61/100(: mathematics paper 1:48/50 mathematics paper 2:40/50 total for mathematics:88/100(: chemistry paper 1:12/20 chemistry paper2:22/30 total for chemistry:34/50(: physics paper 1:12/20 physics paper 2:24/30 total for physics:36/50 total for combined science:70/100(: geography paper 1:24/30 geography paper 2:22/45 total for geography:61/100(: mother tongue paper 1:43/70 mother tongue paper 2:35/60 mother tongue listening compre:20/20 total for mother tongue:65/100(: c!i pass all ma subjects including chinese!!(: i wonder how to tell ma parents..i haven't tall them yet.. even though i pass,i can't celebrate yet..ma schedule too bz..need to break down stuff!!(: tis blog no sighin yeah!!!!:P tat's for now.. chioas(: tc

psp and other stuff!!!

2009-05-18T01:12:00.000-07:00

hahaha!!!i'm gone crazy abt psp!!(: luv it!luv it!! hahaha(: at last i on comp...but for a moment onli..): haiz..(stop sighing pls!!) okae..frm now on words,i stop sighing... aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! todae da last paper for mid-year exam!!!! yippieeee!!! hahahahahaha!! i'm crazy... tomorrow take chinese exam paper..veri scared....confirm fail..): no!muz b confident.think positive! hm!bluek! tell u wat..juz now morning,i taste blood at ma throat..donno wat happen.. btw,sowie for not updatin..and thkz for readin.. chiaos tc bubbye

misunderstanding..

2009-05-10T06:38:00.000-07:00

the korkor tat i'm talking abt is not ma ycss yuan ching koror..is ma long lost korkor..he is nowhere to be found and ma jiejie too..ma mama also..ma papa too..last tym,i stayed at tampines and got 1 chinese family..they were ma second family..since we move to jurong,we lost contact wip them..so i hope tat we can find them back and eat bread together again!!ma chinese family used to have a bakery..tat's y we can eat bread together!!(: to ma ycss korkor,sowie for the misunderstanding..for ma mama,happy mother's dae!!too all the mother's too!!!(:

vesak dae 2009(09/05/2009)

2009-05-09T01:11:00.000-07:00

todae vesak dae,gone swimming in the mornin and havin fun at auntie's house(: todae also miss heng birthdae!!!haven't wish her yet..dunno wat to wish her.. later i ask sufi wat to text her..btw,i gave her an advanced birthdae wish yesterdae.. now most of ma relatives singing(karoake),they sang very well.but sadly,the mic is not working..so sad..): btw,at laast they watch video..qabil quisy qabil igam..i tink that shld be the spelling..i tink perhaps i spelled wrongly..i noe pathetic..haiz.. yesterdae,i was left out for celbrating marian birthdae..i was quite sad coz i wasn't invited..haiz..i cried for a moment then i tink tat i'm not important to her..nvm..she still got korkor..soon,i'm gonna ask korkor tat i don't want to b his adq animore.. tats all for noe.. chiaos(: tc

playng wip fire!!

2009-05-02T01:06:00.000-07:00

Don't ever find trouble with me! i maybe a kind and patient or stupid person but don't ever find probs wip me coz im gonna be angry and no one like it when i'm angry!!!!

thkz!

2009-05-01T04:37:00.000-07:00

would thank to thifah to tell me shazwi's secret..i'm prepared..i noe this would happen.. now ma mum cooking crab(: nice rite?? i begged her u noe..haven't eat yet.. ): to those reading..do eat ur meals regularly or not u will have a lot of sickness lyk me.. stay healthy alwaes(: tc chiaos(:

i played badminton todae!!

2009-05-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

hmm...i played badminton todae with m,a sisz and fwens..then i on comp to do pw..chat wip thifah and then found out that shazwi been playing behind ma back agn..tis tym i surrender..i've been to patient and kind to hym liao..tis tym gonna say straight forward to hym.i cant tahan wip his behaviour ani more..btw,hu cares?peace out alwaes rite me??juz now play badminton then got blisters..serve me rite..(:

17/4/09

2009-04-17T23:23:00.000-07:00

yesterdae,all dragonboaters and korkor not at sch..it was kinda veri quiet to me..haiz.. then yesterade oso miss heng brought her hamster..me and sufi kept playing with it..the hamster poo-poo a lot of tym seyh..then i think sab and erni not close to me anymore..the called me sombong.i felt heartbroken..for the first tym i being called arrogant seriously by ma friends..seriously hurt babe..that was b4 NAPFA..during NAPFA,i cracked alot of bones..it was a bit pain but i preservere..after NAPFA,me and sufi go SJAB..haha..me and sufi reali lyk twins burt frm different parents..even erni and sab say so..haha gtg chiaos wanna play game!!

i love ...

2009-04-15T23:34:00.000-07:00

i love:

family
friends(SHABEKZ)
cookies(is a must,must to have)
chocolates(love it!)
wallet(keeps a lot of memories)
MP3(keeps me going)
everlast watch(to check time fly by)
hmm...wat else??
YOU!

if u read tis blog,promise me tat u keep support me and dont leave me alone!!

thkz..

chiaos(:

be (:

2009-04-15T23:25:00.000-07:00

hey! i'm back!!! hehe(: :D lol.. being basket!! haha (: btw,tis week is ma crying week.. i so miss a lot of subject seyh.. ): but still,i tried to catched up.. (: hehe,i rock.. guys,if u guys saw me crying,it is because that i mish a lot of subject or either i mish ma bestfwen.. loser signing out.. chiaos(:

ma probs 4 a moment..

2009-04-12T01:34:00.000-07:00

usually,at sch,i was kinda afraid to face ma fwens..thkz to god,now,sab and sufi are fwens agn..shabek is formed agn..i was quite hapi then..luckily,tat prob was solved.. then abt shazwi,i didnt meant to hurt hym,but reali i felt cheated coz that tym he tried to tackle kak seri when i'm wip hym..he ought to b lucky coz of hym,i rejected irwan..now,i feel tat i cant believe hym tat much as b4 now..i also tink tat he shld b wip kamalina..he was jealous coz i was close to ruzaini..but cant we b fwens??i tink,shazwi smtym veri paranoid..he wanted me to b close 2 hym while i cant..he got his life and i got mine..isnt tat true? lets talk abt cca fwens.. malay dance:no probs for the moment but dont noe how to explain to azim tat me n korkor juz bro and sis.. sjab:saying the cca reminds me of the training b4 FAC comp..we've gone through hardships..but still,agnes cant stop askin me abt ma malay dance bros..it is kinda irritating,but i want to endure it!let sae a lot of ppl is trying to go as far as possible frm her..dont even ask me y.. chinese class..it was fine but i juz coulnt stop laughing at the teacher.. might b wandering who is irwan..his a fwen of mine..we knew each other when ma mum join CNI(as a part tym bussiness woman)..his is none of ma prob now..okae gonna admit his ma prob coz his ma fwen..for me,every fwen i met is ma prob..haha..might find it weird,i noe..wat can u expect,a weird ppl,weird saying.. mendaki..no prob.. i think tat's all folks!! haha read slowly kae.. no nid help me solve.. i'll try ma self to sove it.. thkx for reading!! (: chioas..

11/4/09

2009-04-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

on this dae,i was suppose to study ma geog..but instead,i go out havin fun..go VIvocity wip thyfah and korkor..hehe..(: was hapi 4 the moment but i felt bad 4 maself..i kept askin ma self tis:"y shld i have a lot of personality when i on 1 person tat ppl noe.Am i palying ppl feelings?I am a pathetic person.y shld i hv a lot of faces but to other ppl i am me.I dont feel lyk i meant to b in this world anymore.."

12/4/09

2009-04-12T01:18:00.000-07:00

todae,i cooked western meal for ma younger sis..while i was makin tea,i scalded ma left hand..i was kinda panic but i quickly wash ma hand with cold water..tat's all 4 todae...n i mish sch.. tomorrow cross-country..gonna b tired..haiz..now chatting at msn..the new 1 veri lag..muz use the old 1 for the time being.. bAizuRa chiaos..

5/4/09

2009-04-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

todae i facing the comp after i had ma bath..todae suppose to b ma resting dae..but i cant ..muz study 4 mid-yr exam n help ma parents.. hehe i'm kinda hate maself todae n dont noe y...nvm,i try not to hate maself.. gtg now.. jia you to all malay dancers 4 SYF tis tue..(: tc bubbye

abt yesterdae..

2009-04-04T19:55:00.000-07:00

yesterdae was the SJAB comp..we did our best but it wasnt good enough..at least yuan ching scoredhigh in our home nursing..RV is such a good sch..they were champion almost everything..although i got jealous,i tried to control maself..get ready to not fly to high k,RV..btw,i hated their cheer..their cheer sucks!!! no offence really..all i could hear is rarara.. -.-" to all yuan chingnites,jia you for nxt yr!! 2 more daes for malay dance.. i've been forgeting abt studies but i catched up veri damn fast seyh..gonna teach sum1 physics soon..b4 mid-yr exam!!! for every1,jia you 4 mid-yr examinations!!!